I have started the writing process for the June assessment.
I am writing, painfully, but surely.
I am the bee now. I do not fly with ease. I am still scared of taking the wrong direction. I would like to know where I want to end up to be able to decide the best itinerary from the start. That would make me feel secure. The reality is that I do not know where I want to end, so I do not know how to get there either. Each flower is a starting point that leads me to the next. This temporal exploration mode petrifies me because I fear not arriving in time. I have a deadline for end of May!
I am a bee that flies with half wings and is not enjoying the flowers it encounters because I am too occupied looking at my next possible flower.
Something will have to change.
This entry was posted on Wednesday, April 9th, 2008